hard knox
I know life is hard but I'm feeling like hard is an understatement. This has been a tough year for me to say the least. Ever since I moved down here to the sticks I have been living a secluded, retired life. That is not the way to live for a twenty-something young lady. Before I left I was having so much fun with my friends in the city. We would go to clubs in DC and just ride all over that metro...it was my choice to move though because I guess I didn't think that I would be able to make it on my own in the city.
So now I'm in the sticks and I've been growing and learning alot. I also felt like I sort of wasted two years of employment in the wrong business. I mean this year I have went through four jobs. Its has been a rough year.
I am still discovering what it is I am supposed to be doing...I have this English degree that is not getting me anywhere so I have had to work sucky minimum wage jobs just to pay off my car. At least if I was in DC I could be working decent temp jobs, not this shitty dead end crap.
I have to say the Lord has blessed me with just enough cash to pay my car. After being laid off last year, things have gone down hill. And I know that there are people out there who are way worse off than me but still I need to have some of that cake. I just want to be able to be independent and make it on my own.
