I just learned something that made sense today!



"Be fearless choose Love!!" I love it!

I have been blessed and acquired all the things I need to move out on my own and move back to the city! I have a four year degree, a certification in Admin. Medical Assistant, dated around to know what I want, been taught to respect myself, dabbled in some experiments with a worthless crowd (even tho I was still the renegade amongst them), went on some trips with the girlfriends, and partied.


Everything has been my choice so far and I lie in my own bed at night. I am in the sticks with nothing. I am lonely trying to work for something I can't seem to attain here. And I need to move to the city to get that! I won't be lonely anymore. I will have all the resources and jobs that I want right there at arms reach! It's so exciting to make a decision! The only burden I have is my new car! Which I have to keep up the payments on. That is why I keep looking for jobs, minimum wage jobs, here in the sticks. I am so done with being lonely and paying on a car I can't afford. I am about to sell my car. I love my car but where is it taking me? I'd rather leave here empty-handed! There is always the metro and a hubby with transportation. That is, until I make enough money to pay my own bills again.