Back to Life...back to reality
Reality has been kicking my butt lately. Things seemed so simple when you plan things in your head. Then when you add problems into the equation, that's when everything in the world goes wrong.
Travelling to the city used to be so fun. That was when there were special occasions such as, birthdays and New Year's, involved. Then when we all started having lives it became very difficult: friends began having their own dilemmas, boyfriends lie to you and act as if you're not even here and I am lost in a sea of hopefuls at a giant job fair.
I still have dreams of moving back to the city but I guess for now I will stay in the small city of Greenville. It's nice and quaint. There are nice people to get to know, and a nice faith-filled background. This place probably really is more my speed than the city is. Plus it's cheaper!
They say if you love someone you should let them go and if they come back then it was meant to be. So for now, I'm going to let my heart go and focus on me and what I want to do. I thought I wanted to get married to this wonderful man that seemed so perfect from a distance. But he is caught up in his own life...He is too busy to be in love with a girl so far away. I don't even know why they think they should try. I had more sense before this whole relationship thing started...
